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[21 Aug 2003|02:09pm] |
i downloaded this so i could use it for my cl, but apparently, i can't.
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[13 Jun 2003|08:44pm] |
| My College Is: | | princeton College |
 | Students at princeton College goof off a lot. |  | The average student has sex 14 times a month. |  | There are lots of frats and sororities. |  | Booze is the drug of choice. | | The average GPA is 2.25 |
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[04 Jun 2003|07:25pm] |
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Andrew, what the fuck did I do?
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[18 May 2003|08:29pm] |
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
((You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes))
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger
Best friend thinks you get what you deserve
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Reminds me of somebody.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell... I know, right now, you don't care.
But someday you're gunna think of me, and how I used to be.
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[30 Apr 2003|06:36pm] |
So, today I bought Flowers for Algernon, among other things.
Andrew, tell your mother to clean the house before ten o' clock tonight. I'm calling.
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[28 Apr 2003|04:05pm] |
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Your heart is young, but your soul is old. At least, that's how the Stars make you feel. Each fresh experience rings with deep truth, as if you've been through it enough times to know it intimately. People look into your eyes and assume that you know more than you're telling. Maybe they're right, unless you're in a chatty mood. Instead, you're probably savoring the moment. The joy of accomplishment blurs the line between work and play. If it comes with your name on it, it has to be fun. There's a touch of romance in everything you do.
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[27 Apr 2003|07:49pm] |
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the queers - little rich working class oi boy |
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and then there was one.
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[24 Jul 2002|05:30am] |
Screw happy people.
www.ujournal.org/nikkida
Don't read it, just know that this journal is half dead. I feel bad, 'cause my mom paid for it. >_>
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[17 Jul 2002|01:48am] |
Poll #47317 Themes
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 1What would be a good theme for meh journal?
I'll give you a dollar if you... Whats it called... OH YEAH! LKDFSKF! Vote.
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[16 Jul 2002|04:27am] |
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"Light me up that ciggerette, and I'll strap shoes on my feet. / I got a dalmation, I can still get high."
Went to the zoo today. o_o Saw this really cute boy, and everytime I looked over at him, he was looking at me. o_O I saw the worst movie yesterday. Royal picked it out, it's called Boa. x_X Terrible. When we went to the zoo, I got to hold a baby chic. It was so soft, an' fluffy. I liked it.
"I hate you, I hate you.
I sware to god I hate you.
Oh my god.
I love you."
I swore I wasn't going to cry. And I haven't for about two weeks. And I'm not going to. Thats what I keep telling myself, and I don't know where these tears are coming from, but I'm not gonna cry. Not gonna cry.
"I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine
I would cry for you
I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin'
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me
Violate all the love that I'm missin'
Throw away all the pain that I'm livin'
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you,
Take the cross for you
Make me a part of you
Because I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you "
I need somebody to love.
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[14 Jul 2002|09:10am] |
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I'm bored. My brother was talking aboutm rashes, hes disgusting. I gotta get off really soon 'cause I told Kelsi she could call her friend back. o_O I'm bored. I have nothing to do. I want a website horribly. I'll pay somebody to make one. x_X I want one that looks just what I want it to look like. Da da da da da da da. I got another new shirt. It's so cute. I luff it. Buh-bye! Oh yeah, I got a ujournal. Ujournal. Thats so gay. x_X
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[12 Jul 2002|11:08am] |
Garbage
#1 Crush
I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine
I would cry for you
I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear
I will pray for you
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin'
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me
Violate all the love that I'm missin'
Throw away all the pain that I'm livin'
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you,
Take the cross for you
Make me a part of you
Because I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you
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[11 Jul 2002|01:34am] |
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OMG. Something gross and funny as hell just happend. I'm sunburned as fuck. x_X Talking to Beani, I miss her a lot. Kelsi said her friends (mostly really cute guys. O_o) said I have a nice body. o_O I saw this one kid, Brett, adorable as anything and I wanted to do him but he kept glancing at my boobs and it made me nervous. o______O;;;;;; OMG. I love Dean Koontz. PHYSCHOLOGICAL THRILLERS TURN ME ON! o_o I mean, no! Umm, umm, umm, my brother's friend, Royal, is here. I can't stand that kid, but the more I have to look at him, the cuter he gets.
This book is crazy good. Dmmdmmmdmm, -reads.-
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[07 Jul 2002|12:22pm] |
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I totally hate the (Dance with me.) thing, tho. And I'm too lazy to figure out how to fix it.
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[07 Jul 2002|12:21pm] |
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WELL. I like my layout. Messed around with it for a while. If you can't see it, click "Dance with me." then hit the back button on yer browser. It should work. o_____O
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[06 Jul 2002|05:30am] |
I'm at my Uncle's house. Not my real uncle, but who cares. I love this house. IT's huge, but it's only one story and it's up in the country with lotsa big hills all around. He's got a pool, and a dirt bike thingie, and umm, a trampoline. I really like it here.
My brother is talking about something or other, and I'm not really listening.
I miss Allen. I'm not sure if I actually miss him, or how I was around him. Probably the latter, he's bitchy. :/ Sometimes, I wish nothing would've ever changed. Nothing at all. Maybe I wish too much. Anyways, I'm being nostalgic.
I really wanna go to this one Japanese resteraunt tonight, but we can't 'cause we're at Uncle Greg's.
I wanna rent FFX really, really bad.
I'm going to the beach tommorrow.
Jon hasn't called me. ._. Probably because it's a long distance call from Catalina to San Diego. Oh well.
Whenever he would like, touch my hand, or rub my arm (xD), or just be touchy-feely on me at all, I get shivers. I like it.
It's almost dinner time.
Me
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[05 Jul 2002|04:39am] |
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I got my hair cut, did I already say that? I like it. It's nice. Anyways, I might go to my Uncle Greg's house later. Hes not my real uncle, but his house is really, really cool. Hes got a pool, and a trampoline, and dirt bikes, or whatever you call them.
BLUE ORANGE BLACK: You're a Manager
Your thoughts are about constructing something new. You are constantly looking at past experiences to see what was of value. Then you tell everyone what actions need to be taken or avoided.
Horoscope:
"If you haven't completed your work, put in some extra hours. It will help you feel more relaxed knowing that you completed everything before kicking back for the weekend. 3 stars
Today's Numbers:
16, 28, 31, 36, 43, 47
Today's Chinese Proverb:
"Those who seek harmony know how to find it." "
More on my star sign:
Understanding
(November 22-December 21)
Symbol: The Archer
Ruling Planet: Jupiter
Element: Fire
Cross/Quality: Mutable
Group: Theoretical
House Ruled: Ninth
Polarity: Positive
Opposite Sign: Gemini
Favorable Colors: Purple & Blue
Lucky Gem: Turquoise
Key Body Part: Hips & Thighs
Period: Nov.22 - Dec.21
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Basic Profile:
Independent, honest, optimistic, friendly, driven, freewheeling, free spirit, good-humored, casual, forthright, philosophical, restless, un-inhibited, , adventurous, intuitive, but can be self-righteous, rebellious, irresponsible, careless, inaccurate, superficial, impulsive, outspoken, candid,
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Famous Sagittarians:
Frank Sinatra, Steven Spielberg, Tina Turner, Joe DiMaggio, Beethoven, Noel Coward, Walt Disney, Mark Twain, Winston Churchill, Woody Allen, Brad Pitt, Jane Austen, Emily Dickinson, Frank Zappa, Jimi Hendrix, Jim Morrison
Hehe. I'm bored
I'm a snake.
Element: Fire
Heading: South-South-East
Color: Red
Yin/Yang: More Yang
Chinese Name: SHE
Meaning: Foresight
Sign Order: Sixth
Season: Spring
Favorable Month: May
Counterpart: Taurus
Friend: Ox, Rooster Foe: Pig
Positives: Subtle, Insightful, Shrewd, Discreet, Wise, Compassionate
Negatives: Proud, Manipulative, Vain, Malicious, Possessive
Famous Snakes: Mae West, Martin Luther King Jr., Greta Garbo, Howard Hughes, Grace Kelly, Ehud Barak, Yasser Arafat, Oprah
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[03 Jul 2002|08:11pm] |
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Zidane LP: Is it? Well I'll stop the whole "let's get a rush from being pissed off by Allen" thing you take so much pleasure in doing. You'll never be able to break me down like you used to. Get me out of your mind completely, because you're not in mine anymore at all. Your little girl friend should be able to take all this "paining" away. Because you won't be able to talk to me anymore. Laters.
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[03 Jul 2002|10:30am] |
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None. No winamp, no nothing here. |
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Nothings happened since yesterday. Talked to Jon on the phone.
I told him I think I love him, and he said the exact same thing. I couldn't stop smiling.
Everytime I said "I love you" he said it right back.
He said he was really, really upset I couldn't go to Catalina with him. Hell, I got to talk to his dad for a few minutes, and his dad was kinna upset, too.
His dad is hilarious; great guy.
Oh jesus christ. Kelsi and Gianna are like, angry at Jon for god knows why.
I love Jon.
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